The perfect first kiss.....

we were slowly getting closer to each other all night breaking the touch barrier... then after dinner we were hanging out and he figured out I was ticklish and so he kept slowly sneaking his hands to grab my knees and such..
 then we locked eyes and his hand slowly slid  up to my face and gently caressed my cheek.. then he pulled his face closer to mine, I was biting my bottom lip slightly as he got closer I was so nervous.. then he hovered his lips just inches away from mine and I could already taste his sweet cool breath.. then he pulled my face in and our lips locked, My whole body just went a bit limp while my
 heart started to race so quickly thumping in my chest! He pulled away after about 30 seconds and smiled the most adorable smile I have ever seen... Then he pulled me back in to continue kissing me..... I felt fireworks going on all around me! it was amazing!

The time I had to start over..

So its been an interesting few months to say the least and I am off to a whole new life as we speak! I have always had some crazy turns in my life that lead me to places i never anticipated I would go but now I couldn't imagine my life any other way then how it is...

I have had to learn the very hard way on who to trust and who to leave behind.. I have  lost my family and gained them back on a whole new level as well. Most people who know me only know a piece of me and never really take the time to get to know the real me. My family for the first time in 21 years has actually come to terms with who I am and what I want, they may not always agree with me of course ha. I am who I am and I am not afraid to shout it out loud anymore either, this is me take me or leave me but either way I am stronger then I have ever been before!